so many blessings

It is pretty easy to think of all the negative scary stuff that is going on right now but, when my head goes to this place I instead focus on all the wonderful blessings I have right in front of me. I trust in God and know he has a big plan in place that is so much greater than just me with cancer. God is good and works in wonderful amazing ways. I am blessed with getting to be at home with MJ. When Justin and I talked of starting a family we really wanted me to be able to stay at home. Then we had MJ and realized we could not financially only have one of us working, but now we are forced into this situation and I love that I get to be home with MJ right now. I treasure this time with her so very much. She is my daily support group that gives me the strength to make it each day with the right attitude! I love that Justin likes his new job and the people there that he is working with. I love getting to spend time with family and friends. We have been so blessed with having family and friends getting to stay with us to help out during this time. I love that MJ gets to know our family and friends while they stay with us. Cancer has definitely brought our family closer. I love that I have more good than bad days right now. I know I can only take each day as it comes but I am thankful it has so far just been the chemo days which have been debilitating. I love going to the hospital and seeing other people fighting the fight as I am with smiles on their faces too. There is so many people with all different types of cancer it is so encouraging just to see everyone there wanting to live. I love that I have a family to fight to live for and be with for many years to come. xoxo~G